for so long, I’ve settled for guys who used me, abused me mentally, took advantage of me and made me want to end my life. I was so lonely and depressed.
And now I’m in a perfect relationship with my best friend, who I met randomly at a mall. I didn’t want to get close, but we did. I don’t regret going to Sadie Hawkins my senior year of high school, because my life wouldn’t be as great as it is now.
I finally have someone treats me right, who makes me feel like I’m worth something. He’s never given up on me when things get tough. He doesn’t use me, hit me or talk down to me. He really loves me. And it feels great to finally have someone who loves me the way he does.
I look back and wonder why I settled for such shit. I’m so glad I fell in love with my boyfriend. Almost 2 years of perfection. I can’t wait for many more to come.s
ways to give me anxiety:
- sit next to me while im on the computer
- say “i need to talk to you”
- read my messages and dont reply
in my own skin;
But I am trying
to be. Damn it,
I am trying to be.
I’m just a needy piece of shit that needs constant reassurance that I’m wanted
wheres the queen mosquito?? if i beat her ass all the other ones die right?? how many health bars does she have?